New collar (!)
Hmmm ... it triggered some unexpected emotions on Monday.
When it arrived ... very excited !!
When Master got home ... thrilled to show it to Him !!
When Master removed the one that girl was wearing ... "emptiness"
When Master fastened the new collar around girl's neck ... omg !!
When feeling it for the first time ... "not exactly as expected"
Very strange the flood of opposing feelings and thoughts that went through girl's heart and mind ... finally a phrase that could sum them up ... "It feels like christmas morning after all of the presents are opened."
It seems a little too large ... Master is going to fix it, just needs a small adjustment.
It seems so obvious ... it was supposed to be more subtle ... but it "looks" more subtle like a necklace ... but "feels" more like a collar.
It is very pretty and shiney ... hopefully not too much for this simple girl ... does she look silly?
It is very "stiff" feeling ... less able to forget it is there like the other collars that seemed to blend into her after a bit.
Hmmm ... this girl has been in her new collar for two days now and it is still feeling very different ... but better, feeling much more permanent than any of the others ever did ... she feels her mind bend slightly more.
*gemini girl*
